Katara Part 1

Galahad · Posted: Mon Mar 17, 2008 10:35 pm Post subject: Katara Part 1

OK Agian , for those of you on my friends list onmy space, you may have already seen this. But I thought I would post it here as well. I hope this is the right place to post it, if not, then I am sure that Byn will let me know....lol

Where should I begin here? How do you explain something that you do not really understand your self? But here it is from the beginning as best as I can recall.

It all goes back to a car accident that happened when I was only 4 months old. I was pinned between the steel dash of a truck and the steering column. The truck was rolled over several times and my mother broke her back, My father injured his neck and had all of his teeth knocked out, my brother walked away with out a scratch. I was rescued by the firemen on the scene and was rushed to the hospital with multiple head traumas. My NTD (Night Terror Disorder) started at that time as my mother tells me.
At the age of 3 years or so I am told, I started talking to this little girl that I called Katara. I told my mother that she was the same age as I was and that she helped me fight the bad people I saw at night. As I grew up so did she. and when I started to notice that girls were more than just something to annoy boys, I think that I started to develop other feelings towards her. I also believe that she did the same. I know that there was a closeness there that I had not felt before with any one in the real world, but that could have been just because we were so close. Helping each other fight the terrors that came to us in our dreams.

I looked forward to going to bed just to see her. This was because she was the only one that truly understood me. I would get memories of people, places, and events that I talked about and I was called a liar because there is no way that I could have experienced these things. I was made fun of and picked on all the time. I started to hate the people that i went to school with. In about the 5th or 6th grade, I had a growth spirt that quickly made me the largest kid in my class. At that time people stopped trying to beat me up because I was so much larger than they were, but the still called me names like freak. Because of this I learned to stop talking about the things I saw or remembered and started to suppress the gift of being a sensitive. This just made my dream life more and more appealing. I knew that Katara would be there to comfort me and I looked forward to being with her. I even started to draw her and write about her. I hoped to find a way to bring her into my waking world, but could not even begin to find a way.

Eventually I started to date girls in the waking world. These relationships were always brief and never lasted more than a couple of months. The girls that I dated always broke up with me and they would never give me a reason as to why. Looking back at it now, I can't help but wonder if Katara had something to do with it. Also at this time I started to have several paranormal things happen to me. I tried to just dismiss them as something strange, but did not try to dwell on them. It was after all just part of the life I had come to know as normal. I was shocked to learn that other people did not experience the same things and so I kept my moth shut about it. I feared that I would have trouble being accepted again. I would gain knowledge and not be able to tell any one where it came from.

I started to study Nijitsu and the arts of meditation in hopes that I could gain some sort of control over this because I knew now that it was not the norm. All this time I felt the bond with Katara getting stronger. I was well known in High School, but I was not really well liked. Girls were drawn to me, but they never stayed interested for long. Many would go as far as to avoid me after we had a brief shall we say relationship. I would try to talk to them and ask what happened and what I did wrong, and they would just say that they did not want to talk about it. Some of them were long time friends before we went out together, and they would tell me they could not be friends with me any more after we went out, but not a one of them would tell me why. I started to think that there was something wrong with me and I became so confused. But then at night I would see Katara and she would tell me that I was a good person and that that girl was not good enough for some one like me. I believe that she is the reason that I never suffered from low self esteem, because when every one else was acting like there was something wrong with me, she would build me up. She became my secret and I protected that

bellace · Mist Joined: 18 Mar 2008 Posts: 51

wow!! that all sounds fantastic! I cant wait to hear more about it!!

AbbeyGal · Mist Joined: 18 Mar 2008 Posts: 138

Interesting story. I have to wonder if you aren't in the same kind of situation I am with an earthbound spirit from a past life attached to you. Have you ever had any psychic readings done to get a neutral 3rd party take on the situation?